December 2010
50 posts
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jheyxpandaaa:
w/ @fchavez &@ohyummmy is fucking hilarious ! lmao . I love these two <333 We’re all eating , laughing , eating , &chatting . [x
LOOL . I like how we straight up busted out all this food after we just got back from getting mexican food, ahahhh (:
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Yes, Mom, I love him.
I told my mom about his new girlfriend in hopes that she might understand how I’ve been feeling. I kept looking around, trying to avoid any eye contact with her. ‘til she finally caught my eye and asked me if I love him. *You love him, huh? Just like that. I could feel myself about to cry. I tilted my head back a little and looked up at the ceiling to stop any tears from falling. I...
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My car is collecting dust ):
I had a talk with Ate yesterday about how it’s nearly impossible for me to get out of the house. I don’t get it. I have a brand new car and a license that is of no use to me whatsoever. It’s ridiculous! And it’s stupid too because my dad nags me all the time about how I don’t even use my car and how it’s just sitting in the garage. Like, hello !?! Not when...
I need to learn how to let this shit go.
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HER: Uh yeah, but I went through a lot, okay? ME: Oh. And I didn’t?! You didn’t have to deal with any of the shit I have to live with. I have to live through this shit on a day to day basis! & I’m sorry that he was hardly there for you when you were growing up and that he missed so much of your life, but do you really think I felt any closer to him than he was to you?
I keep having nightmares about you .. and her ..
make it stop ..
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I really need to get away from here and get my mind off things before I do something stupid, but my parents won’t let me out and I’m stuck at home, in an empty room, with all these thoughts ..
Never look back on what could have been, because...
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"But I guess if I love you, I should let you move...
You always did have the worst timing ..
I don't know how to be 'just a friend' to you .
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I'm perfectly fine being single (:
“I’m a beast. I need to eat. I’m forever hungry.”
– Trey Songz. GET HUNGRY, STAY HUNGRY.
jthoang asked: i just figured.. stay hungry :P hahahahah
You fight like a married couple, you talk like...
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"What, are you mad?"
Why do you feel the need to always ask me this? It’s like you’re purposely trying to piss me off. Obviously you fucked up, but that’s all on you. And even if I was mad, it’s not like it even matters to you. If I told you I was upset with you for drinking, smoking, or whatever the case may be .. You wouldn’t listen. You probably wouldn’t even take my feelings...
I don’t think you realize that I’ve developed so...
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For the first time in three years ..
My sweatshirt smells like himm (:
I miss being with you.
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Man, fuck you .
Always telling me how much you hate me and shit. Well, you know whaat!? I can’t fucking stand you ! So just stay the fuck outta my way and I’ll stay outta yours, shit. Its no wonder we can’t ever get along. You hella me piss me off. We can’t even be in the same room together. You know what the most fucked up part is though ? When you tell me that you wanna kill...
Stop playing the 'victim'
You can’t keep feeling sorry for yourself.
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People always tell me that if I was really her best friend, I should support her. And regardless of how much I disapprove of him, I shouldn’t try to get in between their relationship and get her to leave him. I should just accept the fact that she’s with him and I should support her decision to stay with him, no matter how much of an ass he is. So what do you guys expect me to do? Sit...
Gaah . I just wanted to kiss you and grab you by...
intricatelylaced
“Even if you think the flame has died, there’s at least one lyric that’ll hit that last hot spot, and then you’ll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again.”
— John Mayer
Mira Mesa on Fridaay .
fchavez:
ohyummmy:
fchavez:
ohyummmy:
This should be interesting .. humhumhum .
Whaaaaaat? WHYYYY!? Get outta hereeeee!
Uhm, excuse mee ?!
This town ain’t big enough for the two of us *church bell rings*….
Then leave ? duh .
Mira Mesa on Fridaay .
This should be interesting .. humhumhum .
thenickstersaid
“Whenever I think bout you, I can’t find the emotions to cry anymore. Maybe its cuz I know that you gave up on me. & Im slowly starting too.”
— her
Does she know? .. *
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I am in love with my best friend.
I wonder if you would care if we just stopped...
I was hoping that it would be our “thing” ..
Sorry hun, but that's your problem now.
Why should I have to clean up her mess? .. /:
I don't feel genuinely happy anymore.
lynettemofukka:
I don’t know how to explain it.. But, the “happy” I feel now a days goes away in a second.
Alright, no more.
I’ve been constantly lying to my parents. About who I’m with, where I’m at. yadayada. Basically anything that can get me out of the house. I feel really guilty. And I never do good with a guilty conscience. And if there’s anything that I hate more than being stuck at home, its liars. Blechk, I feel disgusted. I’m so disappointed in myself. So no more. I really wanna...
I just wanna feel your body next to mine.
